Update

Wow..it's been a while since I have written on this ...so here goes. Well, Nick and I are totally moving forward in our relationship. I can't give out to many details, but I did give a hint! Life has been great still. I am just looking forward to the weekend. My sister and neices are coming into town, and we are going to have a blast this weekend! I am excited to see the little rug rats!! I just need this day to be over now! I get so anxious sometimes when I am away from my luv. I always get so excited to see him even if we have only been apart for a short period of time. I know...love..ha. I am sure some of you can relate. Yes, honey moon stage is still going strong. Who knows...it may never go away, so I hope!!

Thoughts...

There are moments in your life where you feel sad, happy, anxious, stressed, over-whelmed, I could go on. This very moment in my life I feel at peace. I know I have mentioned it earlier in my posts, but I can't say it enough. I want to remember this moment in my life forever. I hope to continue this peace for a very long time into the future. I honestly feel like my life is complete. For those of you who are close to me, you know I have struggled to get things together in my life at times. I know I am not perfect, or do I make perfect choices all the time still, but my life just feels together. I only talk about Nic alot on here because he doesn't look on my blog. I have yet to give him the address. Some day I will share my blog with him. I need to brag about him a little. You know before you meet the "one" you kind of make a mental list in your head of what you want in a future partner? Well, he has everything I have ever wanted and more. I know it's totally clique to say, but it is very heart felt. I feel like when we are together my heart is whole and complete. I also feel when we are apart my heart hurts a little. I know its cheesy, but this is the first time I have understood what it means to be in love. I even want to take him shopping with me now. In the past I never worried about including a boy in my basic decisions, but I want to include him in everything. That's part of being in a real relationship. I am almost 30, but I have never understood it. I have waited so long to experience something like this. I feel so blessed every day of my life. Love is not over rated. I have never felt like this in. I love you Nic! It's my shout out to him, even though he doesnt read this. ..:-)

Extensions

So I have been toying with the idea of getting extensions. They are a bit expensive, but I guess I am having a mid life crisis already. I didn't have work last Thursday, and my friend who is a hair dresser convinced me to let her put in a hair piece. Its a clip on. It blended in with my other hair pretty good. I took a pic...what do you all think? I loved having long hair. Nick loved it. He says I am in the cute category, and that's the best place to be. He bumped me into the sexy category tonight. He was blown away by the whole look. I loved impressing him! Funny how dating him makes me want to look better and better. He is my inspiration!

Meet the Fam

So this weekend I had to privilage of meeting pretty much all of Nic's imediate family. His sister blessed her baby, so yes that was a recipe for family time. I was pretty nervous at first but the minute I stepped out of his car, I was greeted with open arms. He has an awesome family! I don't know why I was nervous at all. He has beautiful little sisters, and I gotta admit his 14 year old sister is my favorite. She is spunky and unique, just my type of person! I am excited to get to know them better!!

Cookie Time

The last activity before the kids crashed out was decorating some sugar cookies. They enjoyed this activity as much as me watching them. I love to bake with my neices when I go home. They just like to stick their little fingers in the sugar and dough! Oh well, at leas the germs are baked out in the oven. At least that is what I have been told over the years.

I love Kenzie to death. We decided to make some Halloween cookies. She goes all out on the decorating. I think whoever eats these will have to take a swift trip to the dentist soon after! I love the way they turned out. She was very intense about the way the candy corns were placed on the cookie. Fortunately for us Pa has a sweet tooth, and he had one.

Oh Yea about the weekend.....

Olive Garden time. So while I am training I get one cheat meal a week. I decided to take some members of the family to the Olive Garden. I have become very infactuated with the 6 cheese marina sauce. Try it! So, I drug my brother and his wife there, and also my two neices. They were not as impressed as I was...sad!

Sweet...innocent...ahh ....the old keep the children busy with coloring the menu trick. I have seen it done, but never tried it myself. It works for about one minute, until they start fighting over the crayon colors. Bomb on that one.

She looks possessed from the pasta. It was a wild visit to the Olive Garden! I think the visit scared her.

Um, My brother looks like he has a slight mexi mustache in this picture, I don't recall seeing it at the time. He looks happy to be there as well. Happy, happy joy..joy. Ode to family time!

The Embrace

Ahhh..After going two whole days without seeing my luv, it was heaven to be in his arms again. That's all I have to say!

Pumpkin Activity Gone VERY wrong

So I noticed on Tuesday there was a little sprinkle of fuzz in both the pumpkins. I wasn't to concerned. I thought no big deal. Well, I woke up on Thursday morning and this is what I found. YIKES!!! Look close..the green, and black is mold. SICKKKKKKK. It was so mushy. Poor pumpkin of Nic's.