How do you go Private?

I really hate to do this, but I have a potential ex that is creeping me out, and I think he has found this blog! Please help me if you know!

Getting SOOO Close!

I am getting married two weeks from today! I really can't believe it. It seems so close. This weeks is going by so fast already because of the three day weekend. I seriously have butterflies in my stomach since Saturday. I think both Nick and I are getting nervous, but very excited. Neither one of us like to be any sort of center of attention. It will be hard for me to have all eyes on us. I would rather blend in the back ground of events, so this is what I am most nervous about actually. I am by no means nervous to marry Nick. I have not doubt in my mind that this is what I want and he is the one. I love him so much. I don't have words to explain my love. I feel like we compliment each other so well. We went on a really long walk the other night. We were hand in hand the whole time, and I thought that moment was so perfect. We just talked about our lives, and it's just fun to get to know someone just a little better every day. I feel like I can tell him anything thats going on in my mind. I am sure some things he doesn't want to hear..ha! I have learned to appreciate the simple pleasures in life. When you find someone you love, even going to Walmart is a simple pleasure, to just be around that person. I know this is just the honey moon for us. I want to just live up this phase of our lives. I almost feel to old to be like this, and maybe I should have started alot earlier, but every one has their own time line. I have said this before but I really am greatful to have waited this long to get married. I would by far not have appreciated it as much. I feel like I know myself so much better as a person, and it helps in my relationship. My heart is full today. Well I have rambled enough. I am sure this wont be the last post before I get married! MARRIED...can't believe I am refering to myself here.. ha ha!

HOLY WOW!

SO it really is under 30 days till I get married. I took off the counter because it was wrong. It is actually calculated from the first date I had and that was the 12th. It really is the Tenth of June!! I am soooo excited to be married. I love Nick so much. He is seriously the perfect guy. SO sweet to me, always telling me how wonderful I am. He is sincere and just a genuine person. For those of you who haven't met him, I really think you will love him when you do. That is why you need to come to my reception/wedding to see who this amazing guy is that I am madly in love with! He completes me in every way. He is my life now, and I am so excited to start my life with him. I just look at him and think he is the most gorgeous man I have ever put my eyes on. I could go on and on, but I am sure it's boring to you all!! I love my NICK!!