It ABOUT time for an update here!!

Alright let me start at June 9th, 2009. This is the night before my wedding mind you. I was sound asleep dreaming about my perfect wedding day. At two AM, I was woken up out of a dead sleep with some major pains in my upper stomach. I thought ok maybe I was just nervous about the wedding or I had some sort of indigestion. I don't know. I woke Nick up..YES we were together the night before we got married..SUE ME! I was wandering about my apartment grabbing my stomach just crying. It hurt so bad. I thought ok, just try and go back to sleep. Well that was a bomb! I text my brother in law, and thankfully he answered. He said the pain doesn't sound normal, so I should go to the ER. UM..wow...this is not good for sleep the night before my weddding. Being the stubborn woman I am, I still thought it was just a bad tummy ache, so I made Nick take me to Walgreens and get some antacid. I was following him around the store cluching my stomach in agony. I had never felt this pain before in my life. Finally Nick talked me into going to the ER. SOOO...long story short, after seeing the doc, getting a sonogram, I find out I had gall stones, and it was a major attach. So, we got out of the hospital at about 7:30 AM. That means I got a good three hours before the attach. I went home and slept for like an hour and half, then had to get up to wash my hair, since I had a hair apointment soon!
I really tried to hold it together..but I was freaking out inside. I felt soo out of it and tired on my own wedding. Those of you who know me best understand that getting married was the world to me, and of all days of my life why the heck did that have to happen on my wedding. It was a freak situation. I was in pain alot of the day still, and avioded taking any pills because I hate pain pills!
The wedding was amazing. I was completely in a zone, and so tired and in pain. I really tried my hardest to pull it together and put on a happy face. I was so happy that day but torn by what had happened. Nothing went wrong at the wedding and reception. It was sooo perfect in every way.
I don't have my own pictures yet but check out the photographers websight if you are that curious about it
www.moniquephotography.com (then click on view your pictures at the top left, and find weddings, then click on Nick and Becca.)
Anyway, we had a glorious day, and I will write more. I have to jet on a bike ride for now. Also next post will include a few honey moon pictures!
I just want to thank everyone who made the effort to come and support me. I was so happy to have most of my close friends and family. It was a beautiful event in my life!

Day Before and Sample of Bridals..

SO....it's seven in the morning, and I can't sleep any more. It's the day before my wedding. I am getting to excited. It's sooo unreal. I love how I feel! I got my bridals done just yesterday and my photographer already sent me some pictures...so here are a few. I LOVE THEM!!!

Friday..Friday..Friday..Friday...

So, today is my last day of school! Yea for me...eh?? Its an exciting time to be had. I am now going to be full into wedding mode. I am super excited. I am VERY anxious to get to that big day. It's sooo unreal!!

HOLY HOLY MOLY OR MOLIE..who knows!

SOooooo...in one week from today I will officially be Becca Remy. Don't you all love the sound of that? I sure do. I have my first official document with my new name on it, and it's my gym membership. That's right I FINALLY quite my job at twenty four hour fitness. The place has served me well what can I say. I met my soon to be hubby there, and pretty much every friend I have right now in Utah. With my job loss I also lost my free gym membership. Have no fear Nick is here to swoop ma up and add me onto his membership for free. YES!!!!!!!! I am marrying him for a free membership, and a free personal trainer. Think of how much money I will save on my fitness over the years. Of coarse kidding. I am soooooo excited to marry my baby! I am a bundle of nerves and butterflies all swarming around in my tummy! I so appreciate the effort some of you have made to come to my wedding. I have such great friends and family.SHOUT OUT TO YOU ALL!!! YEA!

How do you go Private?

I really hate to do this, but I have a potential ex that is creeping me out, and I think he has found this blog! Please help me if you know!

Getting SOOO Close!

I am getting married two weeks from today! I really can't believe it. It seems so close. This weeks is going by so fast already because of the three day weekend. I seriously have butterflies in my stomach since Saturday. I think both Nick and I are getting nervous, but very excited. Neither one of us like to be any sort of center of attention. It will be hard for me to have all eyes on us. I would rather blend in the back ground of events, so this is what I am most nervous about actually. I am by no means nervous to marry Nick. I have not doubt in my mind that this is what I want and he is the one. I love him so much. I don't have words to explain my love. I feel like we compliment each other so well. We went on a really long walk the other night. We were hand in hand the whole time, and I thought that moment was so perfect. We just talked about our lives, and it's just fun to get to know someone just a little better every day. I feel like I can tell him anything thats going on in my mind. I am sure some things he doesn't want to hear..ha! I have learned to appreciate the simple pleasures in life. When you find someone you love, even going to Walmart is a simple pleasure, to just be around that person. I know this is just the honey moon for us. I want to just live up this phase of our lives. I almost feel to old to be like this, and maybe I should have started alot earlier, but every one has their own time line. I have said this before but I really am greatful to have waited this long to get married. I would by far not have appreciated it as much. I feel like I know myself so much better as a person, and it helps in my relationship. My heart is full today. Well I have rambled enough. I am sure this wont be the last post before I get married! MARRIED...can't believe I am refering to myself here.. ha ha!

HOLY WOW!

SO it really is under 30 days till I get married. I took off the counter because it was wrong. It is actually calculated from the first date I had and that was the 12th. It really is the Tenth of June!! I am soooo excited to be married. I love Nick so much. He is seriously the perfect guy. SO sweet to me, always telling me how wonderful I am. He is sincere and just a genuine person. For those of you who haven't met him, I really think you will love him when you do. That is why you need to come to my reception/wedding to see who this amazing guy is that I am madly in love with! He completes me in every way. He is my life now, and I am so excited to start my life with him. I just look at him and think he is the most gorgeous man I have ever put my eyes on. I could go on and on, but I am sure it's boring to you all!! I love my NICK!!